Wednesday 27 January 2010

bovvered hahaha lol!!!!!!....

MUM IM SEEING RED
I WANNA CUT OFF YOUR HEAD
LORD FORGIVE ME FOR WANTING YOU DEAD

All about me....the real me that noone knows- or do they?

Hi, my name is Kirsty. Let me start off by telling you a little bit about me. I am eighteen years old, born on October 25th 991. I'm a Scorpio. I live in a women's hostel. I have lived here for about five months so far and I absolutley love it because i'm independent and I'm away from all the negativity in my life.
My hobbies are what keep me sane and stops me from killing myself. I absolutely love sports. My favourite sport is basketball. My favourite artist is Beyonce because she is beautiful, amazing and has broken away from all the negative bullshit in her life so when I'm older I would like to have her self esteem.
When I'm older I would like to move to America because of the sporting opportunities plus i would be escaping all the negativity in my life. I would like to become a professional basketball player which would prove to everyone that I'm not worthless and that I can make something of my life.
I don't talk to my family because they are the reason why I'm so negative towards myself and wanted to kill myself. This is because I was told to and I started to believe it. Plus they told me to go and get pregnant when I was fifteen years old.
But I have another mum that I adopted and who has adopted me. She is in Turkey. She is amazing because I can talk to her about everything and anything and she won't make it all about her. So for me all I've got is her.

This blog is my journey to self discovery. I hope it helps me to find the real me...