dim the light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was 5am on thursday morning. the date was 20/1/2028, i saw the light of the morning sun shine through my bedroom window. i couldnt believe that it was daytime or that daylight was already breaking through why do i have to wake up early, cant i just go back to sleep PLEASE!!. I sat up on my bed and wiped my eyes and strecthed my arms. And all I saw was a form called our deapest fear, I started to read it and then my whole world went black and my light started to shine through and i wanted, needed it to stop so badly why does this always happen to me every morning 'I just wanna kill myself'! I started to think out loud. As I began to wonder about I saw my higher version of me, i could see that this image of me was FREE, free from all the negativity the light of her brilliance was bright so bright that it actually lighted up her world so it brang a shiny pretty rainbow that gave everyone else a chance to shine without her even knowing. As I returned to my lower self i was plesaently suprised at what I saw, my sister at breakfast, she was the same person in my dream (my higher self). The phone started to ring I ran towards it and picked it up and heard that my mum just died, I dropped the phone and started to rant & rave (oh my God please no mums dead). my sister come towards me, she was smiling and laughing telling me that everything is going to be ok. i ran up to my room and tried to end it all, my sister came in and saved me and came through as a hero because her light was still shining and mine had dissappeared.
The next couple of hours became a shock to both of us, as our worlds changed forever. When we came out of this world we woke up and we were in hospital I was told that my sister was in a coma and that the next 24hrs were criticle. I asked her four times what had happened and they said that someone had set our house alight but because the man was in custody that we couldnt do anything cause we never saw who done it thats why they had to let him off. Thats when I was dragged back in to this some what creepy, thrilling place but I didnt see my higher self again because my sisters soul was not breathing so I guess what im trying to say is that she died in the last few minutes. I came back round sweating the people in the room looked shocked like they just saw a ghost. Apparently I was screaming, shouting come back mum and Krystal please just come back I dont want to be alone. As I said this is my sisters spirit came in the room and took over me and I became my higher self and realised that they were in my heart forever and always and I live happily ever after.